Listening to: 10cc - I'm not in love, Don't hang up
April 15th, when I get depressed.
April 15th, the day of my birth!, joyous time of year yippy!. Now I think back on all the things I did with my life and I could have done so much more. The main reason I wake up in the morning is to try and further myself and be a better man than I was. But it sure is hard.. I decided to buy a new camera, the Pentax K10D, but it's not in production now so the store I wanted to buy it from for a great price is out of stock so now I can either order it from amazon and pay much more for it than I want to with all the shipping and handling and duty on top of it, or wait a lil while and buy the K20D when I have the cash. I really was hoping to get it by my birthday but I have to wait for my friend to give me a deposit to buy my current camera hence why I missed the chance to buy the new cam.
One of the reasons why I upload a new image every night is because I'm out every day, keeps my mind off how lonely this world can be and how goodness goes unnoticed. I've been a great guy from what people tell me but it just doesn't pay off these days... The ruthless people, the individuals who care shit about other people get ahead and *sigh*.